My last look back before moving forward...

Josh and I have been told on numerous occasions, "I'm so sorry for all you have gone through." My response: "No apology needed." In the beginning, I was sad of our situation, and I felt that God had somehow not heard our many prayers. I would kneel on my knees every night hoping that this time God would hear our prayers for Joshua. But looking back, with Joshua sleeping by my side right now with his rosy chubby cheeks and fingers so soft, I realize He heard all along, only He knew exactly how much we could handle. I was oblivious to our strength as a couple and as new parents. We brought Joshua into this world with the idea that we would teach him everything and anything when in reality Joshua has already taught us more about ourselves than we could imagine. We have been blessed, through this situation in more ways than I can count. We have met some amazing caregivers who's passion for their job speaks louder than words. We have befriended families, many of which, are going through or went through similar situations, and I plan to keep in contact with them for many years to come. We have witnessed the caring hearts of so many friends and families who took time to pray for us and gave us the strength to hold our heads high. We have been reminded how fragile life can be, and that family is a prized possession.

So at the end of the day, when the past couple of months come to mind, instead of reminiscing about the hardships, I can't help but wonder....Can you ever thank God enough for all your blessings?

A couple days old

2 months, 27 days old...and growing strong!

I plan on trying for the rest of my life! Because at the end of that journey, is a new wonderful exciting journey with a healthy happy baby. Much love from Team Altman.