
While the doctor was listening to Joshua's heart, she heard a murmur which she hadn't heard since he was first born. When Joshua was born, as is common in preemies, he had a small hole in his heart. When looking at x-rays it seemed that the hole had closed and everything was normal. The murmur was no longer evident when listening with a stethoscope....until yesterday. The doctor clearly heard the murmur again, so we are going to see a cardiologist on Tuesday. For his first year of life, we were always being referred to specialists in hopes that their diagnosis would be a good one, and now that feeling of being helpless is far too familiar again. Have you ever had something on your mind, and everywhere you go and everyone you see somehow sparks that idea in your mind again and again and you think is it just coincidence? Of course, I experienced that all day.
Sending lots of prayers your way!
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